this is how my car shall look when its done... i cant fuckin wait

There is a reason to life, there is a reason to everything... i have a lot of reasons that i have encountered through a journey that was not fullfilled.  There is a reason that i encountered love, the reason being to teach me a lesson in life about it and how to live with or without it. i wanna live with the love that i frist encountered, however it is not being accepted but i respect the fact that i cannot have it back. for that reason was the lesson of me now living without my love.  There is a reason for me ending it the way i did, to learn the values that love can give.  The reason for me leaving was because of you, to have time away to forget the past and give you time to be comfortable with your new future.  But there also is a reason for me and my return, i know i wanted to return home, with the thought that we will continue and be better, but god made it so i can return, i struggled to return home, but god let me, for that reason, i had two choices, one being continue on my own life and live it as i was, or continue with you, grow our love and trust into something bigger, something better than we had before, well i found out that the reason for my return is to continue my own life the way i was living it before, without you, it hurts but i guess there is a reason for this, to learn the lesson and the values of love, and what it can offer.  Now for this in my future, i will have a better life to go through, knowing all my rights and my wrongs, trying my hardest to stay away from the wrongs, because i know that it will only hurt me or the other. For that was the lesson that you taught me, and i learned it and took it into my own future. And i leave you with this... Thank You Very Much... Hope all goes well, you will never be forgotten. Nor the love that we shared... once again Thank You for everything you gave me and taught me...

~Abel~